Britney

I am doing too much to feel anything.

Edit: I am doing too much to feel anything but the most base feelings that I forgot I was able to conjure, the desire to cling to my own skin and pull at it until I am completely bare and nothing can cling to me anymore, the desire to run upstairs and scream and kick like a petulant child until I am left completely alone, the desire to cry mid-sentence during every exchange.

I just want this to be over!!! There’s no eloquent way to put it!! No way to pretend not to be stuck in the taut threads of adolescence when every problem is a direct result of that submissiveness to age and life.

I am doing too much that feels like nothing. ♦