Last Friday, I exploded into a million pieces. When I looked down I didn’t recognize the flesh colored shards that lay before me. I was terrified. I am terrified. I really need to work on myself. I need to figure out the reasoning behind my actions, good and bad. I feel like everyone’s suffocating me. I don’t know what to do with my emotions. I don’t know where to place them, because I don’t believe they belong anywhere.
At the same time I know there’s room for me to grow. I know there’ll be a day when I won’t feel like this. I know that each day offers me a chance to get better. I want to be the best version of myself. That takes time. I need to give myself time. ♦