Cammy

I’m starting my senior year this week and I’m not nervous at all. I don’t wanna say that I’m tired of being anxious, but I think I am. I need to feel less attached to the things I used to do, because that affects the way I carry myself currently. I really really hate feeling anxious (obviously, because it’s a bad feeling), but I’m understanding that I need to take charge of my life and make decisions for myself and not be so passive. If I don’t wanna be anxious anymore, I don’t want to wait for the universe to start making my life easier. That’s a huge issue—we can want things to change but just wait for it to happen. I used to be like this and it was hard, but I made it harder on myself by not taking the initiative to make something happen. My entire life I’ve been so passive—or depressed and unmotivated—and I was always wishing for something better. Now, I’m training myself to give myself what I want. I can start with little things and then move onto really helping myself out. I think with that mentality, this year, I’m gonna be a much stronger and more outspoken person. ♦