Keianna

The time in between asking a question and getting the answer is where I am my weakest. My mind will not allow me to think about anything but the answer I might get for more than 10 seconds. The longer the time in between, the more of a mess I become. It’s a huge problem and I need to learn how to deal with it. I’ve been saying that about a lot of things in my life. “I’ll figure out how to deal with it soon.” I’ll get to it, I promise.

From elementary school to eighth grade I’d never stayed at a school for more than two years before moving. It didn’t matter to me; I’d settle down and get to go to the same high school for all four years and that’s all I cared about. Finding out that there’s a chance that that might not happen shook me to my core. A semi-recent move has taken me out of the school I’ve been at for three year’s school district. This means I’ll have to get a permit from the school district I’m in now saying that I’m allowed to stay at the school I’ve been going to, and then my current school has to accept me as a student all over again.

Senior year is so important to me. High school hasn’t been the best for me, but the last day of junior year ended on a good note. I’m eager to get back and to have memorable senior year with my friends. I’m excited to go to our big game against our rival school. I’m looking forward to prom, and crying with everyone on the last day. Right now, all I can think about is how upset I’m going to be if that’s not going to happen, but I’m trying to remind myself how good that yes is going to feel when I get it. ♦