Thahabu

I have two or three weeks before the fall semester ends. Word documents and French homework will no longer keep me up past 2 AM, at least until January. I’m excited to go home. I miss being able to spend as much time as I want in the shower while singing along to Beyoncé.

My friends are planning a big New Year’s Eve extravaganza, but I don’t think I’ll have the money for it, we’ll have to see. I don’t really like elaborate plans for parties, because they’re never as fun as you plan them to be.

I’m feeling OK at the moment, but I’m afraid my spinal curve might be growing. I had the same feeling when I was 16, but I was just being paranoid. It’s hard for your spinal curve to grow after the surgery but it’s still possible. I probably think it’s moving because my body is changing. I hope it’s just that and nothing else because I don’t want to go under the knife ever again. It’s one of my biggest fears. ♦