Britney

Everything is weird. I say this in, what, every diary entry? But it’s true. There are so many things happening: I have a fever, I have a concert to go to tomorrow (it’s nice to have things to look forward to), I might have feelings for my ex-girlfriend and I think she feels the same way about me, but I am strangely afraid of commitment (and/or affection, I can’t tell). How I feel fluctuates way too much, hence the emotional turmoil in my life, especially recently. I am also the type of person who can’t let things go—these thoughts are in constant rotation in my mind, a cycle I don’t know how to end. I can only try to distract myself from it. ♦