Britney

Here are some things that I thought this week, in list form (it’s so much easier to explain recent happenings that way, and very calming):

  • I am 90 percent sure that I have anemia. This is one of the last things that I need right now.
  • There are so, so many scratches and cuts all over my body from my hands when I’m asleep, and I can see them all turning into scars. As I was already worried about the scars that I have, this is not helpful.
  • I am afraid to sleep. Over the past few days, my already uncomfortable periods of sleep have been infested with some of the worst dreams that I’ve ever had.
  • I need to focus more in school.
  • I wish that I could go back to having small worries. I’m afraid that I never will.
  • I miss my mom. A lot.