It’s hard to write about my life when everything feels like nothing. Somehow, the harder I try, the worse things become. This is definitely the worst I have ever felt, for so many reasons that writing them all here would be too draining for both me and anyone reading this. I hope next week brings less emptiness and something that I will feel fine sharing. But right now, I just don’t know anymore. I feel like giving up, but I don’t know what that even means. ♦