It’s unbelievable how quickly my life has changed; it feels as if everything has turned upside down in a matter of seconds, like the Big Bang, or even the Big Crunch that I read about when I was younger. It feels like an explosion of things I don’t want.

I don’t think school will ever end. I don’t know if bad things will take a vacation from my life anytime soon. I don’t want to elaborate, for reasons, but it is frustrating. I am not full of sorrow or angry, just not at ease. ♦