Dear Diary

December 18, 2013

Little spots of love, or something.

Caitlin on this week's visual diary: "~tears everywhere~"

Caitlin on this week’s visual diary: “~tears everywhere~”


I want answers to unanswerable questions. Read More »


I feel like I’m finally ready to be with people. Read More »


My mind has pins and needles. Read More »


I have finally learned what it means to not care what anyone thinks. Read More »


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  • cmazoo December 18th, 2013 11:26 PM

    ruby thank god you’re back <3 <3 <3

  • whiterosary December 19th, 2013 8:30 AM

    Naomi, this is so strange… I’ve been meaning to write a response to your diary entries for a long time, but have only felt physically impelled to do so now in light of recent circumstances.

    It is odd how we can be so connected to people we have never met, without perhaps even being aware of that fact. How our experiences are symbiotically aligned with those of complete strangers.

    Not only are we similar in the issues that we have both traversed, but now we are studying in the same city. For all I know, our paths have crossed a multitude of times without either of our awareness.

    But, at the risk of sounding farcical, I feel a strange sisterhood with you, and I wanted to make you aware of my existence. It is comforting to know that we never move through life alone, even if we don’t personally know those who we are walking beside.

    • Naomi Morris December 19th, 2013 12:10 PM

      this was very beautiful, thank you thank you

  • Bene December 19th, 2013 3:26 PM

    Naomi, each week you make me so happy. Your diaries are like the spirit of every young woman going out into the world for the first time. I feel like we have all seen you blossom and watching you go from scared and alone to living this beautiful life gives me so much happiness and hope, and reminds me every week of how my own life has changed along with yours, going from school and boredom and sadness to such extreme happiness and independence as I have gone out into the world. I was in London last week and, as silly as this sounds, I kept on finding myself thinking of you and how you were in the same city as me. It made me so happy as I wandered around to think I might come across you and never know it. You just give me so much hope, and I feel so proud of you, and so proud of myself, and proud of every girl who has gone from insular, high-school worlds and out into life and discovered happiness.

    • Naomi Morris December 19th, 2013 6:47 PM

      oh my GOD, thank you so much STOP BEING SO SWEET

  • KristiMichelle December 19th, 2013 4:05 PM

    Yes, Britney! I always watch interviews of Trent when I’m feeling down. There’s nothing that he cannot heal, especially listening to NIN. You’re awesome.

  • Britney December 19th, 2013 7:15 PM

    Oh my god, you’re AMAZING. I’ve spent the past week watching interviews with him from the ’90s and I’m going to get to some of the more recent ones over winter break. I want to gush more about NIN in this comment (especially since it’s the only band I like as much/almost as much as Nirvana) but I’ll stop now. Your comment just made me really, really happy, though.

    • Britney December 19th, 2013 7:22 PM

      (This is in response to KristiMichelle, sorry, I forgot to press the “reply” button on her comment.)

  • die_mad December 19th, 2013 10:03 PM

    Knowing that you women are all safe and happier makes me feel so good. You all just deserve everything good in life and to live beautiful lives, you’re all inspirations to me.
    Thanks for being you.

  • flora17dreams December 20th, 2013 9:13 AM

    That was wonderful !!

  • mangointhesky December 20th, 2013 2:31 PM

    These are the best!
    (The drawing of the deluxe tissues, though… I’ll never forget those!)’

  • rhymeswithorange December 20th, 2013 6:40 PM

    Glad that your creative space has opened up Britney :)

  • bridiebird December 21st, 2013 2:33 AM

    I read your diary entry each week without fail, Ruby, and the way in which you express yourself is so beautiful each time. It amazes me. Thank you.

  • lexilikes December 22nd, 2013 11:31 AM

    Britney your second paragraph basically summarizes my year so far. Not caring what other people think sort of elevates you, and you feel so much more confident and free. And you’re right. This gives you the power and fulfillment of spending time with yourself. I no longer feel the need to always be with someone, especially at school. I am perfectly happy being on my own with music or a book or my thoughts, and not giving a damn about anyone else’s opinion on me or my sometimes elaborate dress sense. <3 thank you for sharing