This numbness has come over me. I can’t feel much of anything. Food doesn’t taste as good, pain doesn’t hurt as much, I don’t get as hungry or thirsty or tired.

I feel numb when I’m in school (as opposed to the normal misery).

I felt numb when I slapped some douchebag in the face.

I felt numb when people told me that they loved me.

I felt numb trying to think of something to write. I’m uninspired.

I feel mentally exhausted, like I want to go to sleep, but my body isn’t tired. There are no ups or downs, so I’m not very happy or very sad.

I’m not sure if this is better or worse than just hating everything as usual. ♦